what kind of character am i to you?

i am becoming into a person who i also dnt know who am i.
how to be with the people around me.
how can i enjoy life.
how to mix around like what others does.
am i childish?(which i dnt think so)
had been years in this kind of character.but now then i found out that i am childish to people.
in the ways i talk and express things.
but i still cannot figure out how to be more mature?=)
let times prove everything then.
have been skipping for one weeks due to the encouragement from joey.=)
had never believe in skipping will help in my growth.but because of her encouragement some sort of enlighten me.maybe her words carry much impact.lol!
many people had said that the chances are low or none.but i just try so long as there is a slim hope of growing tall i will be =)
some people said some people are born to be short no matter what method used.
i hope i am not the ones.
believing makes me feel more =)