am back....recently had been working and working.am changing job soon.but dnt have the courage to go for interview.so still struggling.hope to get into sp next year.science course. erm,i had deleted my msn account due to some reason.my bro go into my msn account and anyhow talk to my friends.so i deleted my password and when i want to log in,i realised that i had forgotten my password.this is because everytime i put my password as remember me.so everytime all i have to do is just press sign in.that made it why my bro can access into my msn account that easy.=0 life is just like that.everyday pass by so fast.one more month and there comes the 2008.a new year.and then chinese new year.and there come my extra income.angbao.haha. am waiting for christmas to come so that i can have my extra income from my uncle.because every christmas my uncle will give us ( children) money for christmas as a gift.and the gift is big.in terms of the amount of money given.haha.will not reveal the amount.haha.every year is fixed.but all i can say is high in vaule.haha.=0

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today,i went down to rp to sign out of rp.and yes,i am now officially out of rp.
the feelings is happy and relief.but at the same time worried.worried about my future.
but i know that i will never regret my decision.
because this decision i had think and made for a long time.
the road is i choose,the life is i want.the life is mine.no matter what people said,i know this is what i want. i know whatever i do i must tell myself,i cannot regre.so whatever decision i made i will think for a long time or can also said is wishy washy.or like to heed other advice.but most likely will still insist on my decision.
till now,no one even my parents can change my decision after i had made.i hope one day,there will be one who can change my decision or change my attitude towards things and life.
today,is the day i am very proud of myself.cos i am finally very independent that i can settle my own things myself without company of my friends or parents.+)

random......

recently, had been working almost everyday due to my friend chicken pox. and the following week,which is next week,will be working everyday.but after next week will be back to my normal working schedule le.cos my friend is coming back.cannot said my friend is who cos i think is better to keep it a sercret.if not my friend wnt like it de.which means my pay will be more at the end of this month.but more also wnt exceed $500 de.cos the pay is low. but what matter is i like the job.nope should be i like the people in the job.cos if not for the people,i think i would have quit long ago.cos working with them is happy.

happy happy.

yeah,finally going to be officially out of rp.after draging for three weeks of no school since the start of semester 2.tomorrow am going to find the programme chair for the signature in order to sign out of rp.at her class w6.dnt know what will happen.happen when i knock on the door and push open the door scene.and what will she ask or questions me.
but whatever it is after tml,i am free.free of worry.but still have one problem my ezlink card.
and and this is the first time,i settle my own things myself.
in the past,normally there is someone with me or someone to help me with my things.but now,i have to do it.cos my parents said i am growing up.but i dnt wish to.
but since the road and life belong to me and is decided by me.no matter what,i have to do it my myself.cos is my life and the way i want.
in future,no matter is success or failure.it is also me.cos this is what i want and choose.

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till now,i still dnt know if i had made the right decision in quitting rp and joining next year sp if can. hope can. i need another chance. this time round i hope i can make good use of the chance given to me.
i really feel that if you are not an independent person,i think rp does not suit you. it is very boring to be in rp.i want to learn something.not just pass my life.
that is why i choose to quit rp.
i had wasted one year of my life.perhaps is half a year.cos half a year spent in rp.
wasted money and time.
hope everything can be smooth for the future ahead of me. =)