finally made up my mind!!!! =)

finally it is over.even though it had not been officially declared that i can break free from republic.but i had not been attending school for a week and is on the way to do all the needed documents and stuff to break free from republic.
i know some may think that it is not a wise choice and is a waste of time and money.
but i had really think through and that i think i really cannot.
in the first place i tot is the relations of people.but it is actually not this way.it is the life of rp that i cannot adapt to.i had try myself to adapt to it no matter what.dnt think of anything.just go and pass each day.but what i want is not like that.i want to learn somethings and i want to do it to the best.and not just pass everyday just like that.
said so much now also no use.since i had decide,i am ready to take any critisim perhaps from relatives or from friends.but i know my friends wnt.cos they are my friends.i believe my friends.
just like they believe me.
thanks for all that encourage me for my decision.=)
my plan for now is to work.maybe find another job to work mean i have two jobs.but is hard to find so i now just stay on in the bubble tea job.
waiting for next year to come and hope to get into sp.now i dnt care what course it is.as long as there is teaching and i can learn somethings even the basic can le.