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today,i went down to rp to sign out of rp.and yes,i am now officially out of rp.
the feelings is happy and relief.but at the same time worried.worried about my future.
but i know that i will never regret my decision.
because this decision i had think and made for a long time.
the road is i choose,the life is i want.the life is mine.no matter what people said,i know this is what i want. i know whatever i do i must tell myself,i cannot regre.so whatever decision i made i will think for a long time or can also said is wishy washy.or like to heed other advice.but most likely will still insist on my decision.
till now,no one even my parents can change my decision after i had made.i hope one day,there will be one who can change my decision or change my attitude towards things and life.
today,is the day i am very proud of myself.cos i am finally very independent that i can settle my own things myself without company of my friends or parents.+)